Flashbacks/I'm through with it...

Tänk vad lite det behövs för att skicka en tillbaka i en väldigt tydlig flashback till något som hände flera år sedan... allting infinner sig obarmhärtigt. Stämningen, känslorna, tankarna, funderingarna, beslutsångesten...
Vår 2005, jazzlektion med Maria Franson på Danscenter, sit-ups till Destiny's Child...

I gave my heart to you
I gave up my friends like you said I should do
Put aside my smile for you
Threw out my dreams if you said you didn't approve
I gave my mind, compromise my life just to see I'd find
You were trying hold me back slowly you throwing me off my track
Disappointed again

I'm through with love, I'm through with it, through with it love,
Through with it, I'm through with love, I'm through with it, I'm through with love,
I'm finally giving it up
I have given so much in the past for a love I never had
I'm through with love, I'm, I'm through with it, through with love,
I'm finally giving it up

Oh, there you go, comparing me, to every little model on the tv screen
Oh there you go, complaining to me, cause I wanna spend time with my family
My esteem has gone down, you never wanna take me out
You make me feel dumb, and alone
I don't know where to go
I'm through with it!

I'm through with love, I'm through with it, through with it love,
Through with it, I'm through with love, I'm through with it, I'm through with love,
I'm finally giving it up
I have given so much in the past for a love I never had
I'm through with love, I'm, I'm through with it, through with love,
I'm finally giving it up

I shared all my secrets with you
Even when it hurt to have told the truth
Paralyze my growth for you
I gave you control that felt so helpless without you
Couldn’t be your friend
To anyone happy cause with you see
Misery loves company
You know, if this is love
Cause if this is love I don't want it any more

I'm through with it!